Vibing to ghetto meats.

You're done.

Done what? Who knows, but sometimes you're just done. Something has happened, which demanded your attention, you poured your soul into it and now you can't go on - mentally and physically.

You've finished what you had to do. No, that doesn't mean you got your desired result, but you're just done. You may feel empty, unfulfilled and just a tad despondent at the whole process, but you're finished.

We all end up 'done' at some point, and they won't constantly be negative. This I can assure you.

Do you know what I am talking about? That situation; individual; or group that you just are done with. You can give no more, you have to simply stop.

We're never alone in our feelings or sentiments we share for people. If you feel a particular way, then so do many others. You shouldn't see this as a bad thing - it should be seen as not being alone. You're never alone in a situation, or feelings.

I'll go on to another topic, as that way I won't double post.

I often feel torn as to what I want to be or how I want to present myself - and I am certain others feel the same. To dress this way, or speak like this, or even who you befriend. There's so many conflicting thoughts and feelings that exist with how to present oneself to others. With any choice there's this stigma attached that causes you to rethink what you're doing.

Life is confusing, as is our social structure. However, social structure is a human construct, and this must be remembered. We invent the trends, changes to music, language, etc. We are the victims of our own design - and this extends vast amounts of topics and subjects. We've created our own destruction, depression, inhumanities and selfish pleasures.

You know what though? I'm not the first person to notice and then comment on it. I know. I was shocked too. We are our own destruction, and seemingly everything else that's in our path, but, unfortunately it's a bit late to change so drastically that it could reverse all this. Am I a cynic? No, I'm being realistic. I am not claiming that humanity and human nature is at its base evil (or prone to being destructive). I am not saying that at all, I am actually very optimistic of humanity as a whole - I attempt to see good in everyone, but I honestly believe it does exist in us all.

I think I'll end my blawg (blog?) post here, so I don't just start ranting...and a parcel just arrived, which has taken my attention.

- TheLastAidanUthinkof.